Diary Moved!!!!

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July 3-5th 2004

Happy Birthday America!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOoohooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

I love being an American, there's no where else I'd rather be or live. Yes, its crazy sometimes.Yes, there are weird anti-porn white dudes in office but dammit, I love this country!

If sex wasn't so taboo then it would be making 9 billion a year!-just a thought. Thank goodness for the closet porners.

Rest relaxation, sunning of the buns and all that jazz.

Well, I didn't listen to jazz music although I...Read the rest here!

July 2nd 2004

Two words...Charmane Star. OMG she is so hot! We did a magazine shoot today that was a g/g/g layout for Club International. Its the little bonus mag in one of the fall issues. October I think.

Anyhow, I have anyways loved...Click here to read the rest!

July 1st, 2004

Today was a day of recovery, rest , relaxation and well, lots of email and phone calls.

Some of these porn people are so hard to reach! But I made the calls on my list, cleaned my apartment. I have a confession. I'm a clutter-bug! Its clean clutter but the piles keep growing. Imagine an office throwing up on what is meant to be a glass dining table. Yep, yuck. One of my greatest aggravations in life is..

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June 29th 2004

Today I shot for a POV website.

It was a pretty fun shoot. I made the guy cum too quick though so I have to finish the scene when I go back for the g/g/g for a website where I hunted girls, lol.

These 2 hotties, Tara and Calico(aka Kylie Wylde) will pick me up in a plant nursery. It was so funny when we pulled up to film the pick-up. There weren’t any employees there that spoke English. The director...

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June 28th 2004

Ugh, Mondays! I rented that movie “The Secret Window” with Johnny Depp. I thought that he was so funny as a pirate that I rented this too. It has a couple interested twists and turns and reminds me of that movie with Tim Robbins as a writer that has an Evil twin of sorts. I figured out both movies half way through but was...Read More

June 27th 2004

The morning was pretty uneventful. The typical California weather beckoned me to the pool to sun my buns for the better part of the day.

In the evening I shot for a new website. They are still in the prototype stage but their software sounded pretty kewl. It’s a virtual world where you can..read more

June 26th 2004

Gary shoot glamour solo and had all kinds of kewl outfits that I wanted to keep. This is one of my favorite types of shoot. With glamour the model always feels wonderful and sexy. He is going to give me a copy of all the photos so I’ll put the...read more

June 25th 2004

In the morning, unlike my normal nocturnal self, I woke up early, 7:30am early. I tried to go back to sleep but no dice. I got up and watched some TV and saw an ad for TV’s and surround sound systems at a steal of a price. After I had some coffee I decided to...read more

June 24th 2004

Today I tried out my new swim suit. Its the kind where you don't get any tan lines. It worked! Now I can sun my buns out by the pool without worrying about those pesky lines. Tan lines can be very sexy but faint ones are just not that attractive. When I get my own house I'll have a pool and be able to go skinny dipping and sun myself in the nude.

Well, one of my 16 cent fish died today. I think the other one killed it. The little bastard chased him to death. I gave him a burial at sea, if you get my meaning. That reminded me of...read more

June 23, 2004 Bought some fish

I got up around 9:30 today. Still tired and wanting to go back to bed I checked my email and replied to about half and decided to watch the news. Blah! Its always depressing and I won't comment on my morning rant about the war,post-war..whatever they are calling it now.

My mom suggested we go to Petco to get the dogs some chew bones before they decide the couch looked like a tasty treat...again. That's right, I left one day to get groceries and when I returned, one of my...read more

June 2004

I went to Atlanta Georgia for awhile and worked for a company called private Glamour. After that I have been doing a lot of work on my own for private collectors. Videos and pictures that I take myself. I can work a lot if I want but since I decided to do condom only scenes it does limit me somewhat. That’s ok though. I’d rather be healthy. I’ve heard it said that “condom movies” don’t sell as well.

I care more about my health than someone else’s money. It’s just not worth it to me. So I’m relaxing, taking my mom to movies and working for private collectors and a few select companies.

My webmaster is doing a wonderful job with my site and soon I’ll there will be a members area with lots of pictures and video. I have mostly pictures at this point but will be shooting video to add to the site very soon. Keep checking back!

May 2004

I missed doing boy/girl scenes but I was scared at the same time. I decided to just do scenes with a guy I met that is also in the industry. The last boy/girl scene I did was for Nectar Entertainment. The movie is called Mystified 2. I got the flu and decided to hold off for awhile.

April 2004

This was a sad month for everyone in the adult industry. This is the month when HIV infected 5 performers. Luckily I was not on the quarantine list, especially since I wasn’t working on the performer side that much. I decided to do only solo until I knew more info.

This was also the month I went out on my own and parted with my agent. I did alright and booked myself so much I had to remind myself to take time off.

March 2004

March
We finally arrived. Let me back up. We left about 8 in the morning and drove until we hit Texas. We were halfway there and decided on wither to stay the night in a hotel or drive through. We said” fuck it” and drove the rest of the way on caffeine pills and Pepsi. Did you know id actually snows in northern Phoenix? That sucked driving through but we made it. And in true style of the women in my family I got lost shortly after I was in California. We had been driving for about 35 hours with short breaks for food and to rest our tired butts. I found my way back and even found my apartment complex. I got the keys from the mailbox and we went in. I hadn’t seen my actual apartment and I was amazed at how big it actually was.

There wasn’t any furniture in it yet.

We rested awhile and the dogs got acquainted and marked a few spots to claim the place as their own. I went to get some blankets out of the car and came back with read more

Febuary

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January

Here I am signing a the Nectar Booth in Las Vegas. This guy was kind enough to post a couple pics of me, although he didn’t remember my name at first, hehe. He has lots of other pics from the show here as well.

I decided to move to California permanently and went looking at apartments. I found on but I had to wait for someone to move out in Febuary.

In the mean time I worked for a fetish website doing foot fetish. I shot for Hustler Magazine(girl/Girl) layout that I believe is out now.

Redlight girl/girl scene with Justine Jolee-she is so hot!

I also worked for Lightspeed, jill Kelly Productions, and Dannis Hard Drive.

Nov 18th 2003

Shot for a magazine photographer that works for “tight” and “Barely Legal”

At one point in the shoot there were guys fixing the electricity and we had to stop several times due the fact the workers were knocking on the door!

Nov. 19th 2003
Shot for Steven Hick’s Photography. This shoot was later published in the June 2004 issue of Hawk Magazine. I made girl of the month and Cover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From this point on I worked for a multitude of companies and almost everyday until I went home to see my family on the 22nd. I paid off all my dets, brother, credit cards, ect and came back free and clear from debt in January when I went to Vegas to the AVN show and Internext.

Nov 17th 2003

I shot for a company that produces several websites out of Florida. I had my first all-girl 3-way with Becky and Amanda!

Nov 16th 2003

I worked for a new company called Nectar Entertainment.

I did a girl/girl shoot with Pason(Red Heaven). I had a great time. The set looked like we were at a concert! Check out the trailer on Nectar’s website. I got to use a strap-on for the first time.

After the shoot I went to shoot for Nick Sage Photography. He does young girl magazines. I met a really sexy Asian girl, she was originally from California. I wanted her sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad.

Nov 12th 2003

I shot with an eccentric fellow I’ll call Brian. He is also a content provider for several websites. This was my first full day of shooting pictures almost non-stop except for lunch. I was wiped by the time I got back to my room. He gave me a couple printed pictures though, even one I could show my mom.

Nov 12th 2003

I interviewed with Suze Randall photography, her work has been published in penthouse, High Society and coultless other Magazines. Her website is www.suze.net.

Holly(Suze’s daughter) did the test shots and Suze herself said I had a nice ass! They are both very sweet and I love working with them.
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Nov. 11th 2003

I found out what the disturbance was in the middle of the night. One of the guys on set had gone out and gotten drunk and came back to the house, I guess horny or confused and was coming into one of the girl’s rooms.

After I found out what the latest rumors were as to who the guy was I went back to...Click here!

Nov. 10th 2003

A call came in to my agent in the afternoon. One of the girls from the “Can You Be a Porn Star?” contest couldn’t perform or participate in the show because she didn’t have the proper test. She had a test from a healthcare provider other than AIM. It was not acceptable for the show. So, I got to fill in. I put all the clothes I had in my big suitcase and went to the house where they were filming. I was taken directly to make-up. First time for everything. There were several girls chatting and laughing. One of them looked very familiar and I told her so. She smiled and asked me if I had seem very many Metalica Videos. OMG, it was Ginger Lynn! I didn’t recognize her without the make-up and...Click here to read the rest!

Nov 9th 2003

I went to an interview with Earl Miller. He was a lot nicer than people said he was. He told funny stories about celebrities he knows. He took some test shots and...

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Nov 8th 2003

I woke up late. I was probably sleeping off the stress of leaving my family and flying. I met Garrett, he’s a photographer for a lot of websites. The shoot took about 4 hours and I got to try on all kinds of clothes. That was pretty fun. We took lots of breaks to smoke and he helped me out with posing since this was my first time. We chatted about my name. I was going by Sarah Hart. I know, It’s not very inventive. He suggested “Blake” and I agreed that it sounded a lot better. After the shoot I went back to my agent’s apartment and...read the rest here!

The Flight to LA-My first time on a plane!

Nov 7th 2004

All the plans were set for me to get on the plane. The flight was at 10am. My brother’s girlfriend let me use her frequent flyer miles and we booked the flight online a week in advance. I was so nervous, I shook. I had never rode in an airplane, very scared of heights, and I was taking this first flight/journey to LA on my own.

My mom and younger brother drove me to the airport and waited while I checked my bags. I was early, anxious, and happy to start this new chapter in my life. I stood outside of the security checkpoint that I had to go through to get to my boarding gate. I didn’t want to go but I desperately wanted to go at the same time. I cried as I hugged my mom and younger brother. They told me they loved me and that they knew I would succeed.

Still crying, I went through the gate and turned to...Read the rest here!

My New Site is up!

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